One year ago...

One year ago someone at the Chinese Center for Adoption Affairs entered my paperwork into their computer system and created the record that will someday be matched with my baby.

I thought today would be difficult, but it hasn’t been. A few people close to me remembered how important this date is and made it very special.

When I arrived at work this morning, I walked into my office and saw this…

Then I turned on my computer and saw this…

and then this email….

I know its a bittersweet anniversary, but keep your chin up. I just looked back at your Christmas pictures from last year in Boston. Take a look, that'll bring you a smile!

I have to work late tonight, but am picking up Chinese food for dinner and will celebrate one year down with B.

I am one year closer to meeting my daughter, but I am at least a year away from meeting her.

Oh how I look forward to the day when I do.